oke,maybe some people now this film " buku harian nayla " yaap I've been watch it until the end.that film makes me more appreciate about life.how you waste your time for unimpotant thing and always complain.Nayla never lose her spirit even she cant be the old her.why me always complain?when I flu and I feel like I wanna die,I never see the others which is more severe illness.so I wanna write this..
" Hello my child.I'm your God.I've been watch you everyday,everyhours,everyminute,everysecond.I never feel tired to accompany you,I want spend my day with you.
My child,when you feel sad I want to make you smile,I hate to see you cry :( I love you, I help you to get up but sometimes you dont want and angry with me,I feel sad but I never want to leave you.I try to help you again and again so you can get up and smile again.we can go together and laugh together.as you know I'm happy if you're happy.I will always make you happy everyway.I'm willing to die for you if you happy,I'll give what I have to you because I love you so much,please dont leave me,I love you.
I miss your laugh,I miss your smile,I miss your spirit when you open your day,I miss when we talk together,I miss when you share your problem and ask for the solution,I miss when you say I love you,I miss when you go to my home,I miss when you say thankyou to me,I miss everymoment with you.I don't care if you angry with me and ask me to leave.I always beside you I never want to leave you because I love you my child,you know how happy I am when you come to the world and cry as a baby?I love it!I know you happy when you see world,I know how the pain when you grow up and see the real world,but I just need one thing to you.please dont leave me alone,please stay with me,I need you.please come back to me and we spend our moment together,you are precious!you are my masterpiece!I can't do anything without you,you make my day,you are my inspiration!
My child now I just can waiting for you,waiting and wish you come back to me.sorry if I cant make you smile sorry,I always try to make you laugh and happy.sorry my child.I hope you listen to me and you can come back to me.no need to apologize to me :') my heart always open to you,my shoulders just for you when you're crying,anything for you my child.I never stop to loving you,I love you more everysecond.I love you so much.
love your dad
God "
